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[1. Don't Drink The Wine][2. Bludfire][3. CanUtell] [4. Creative#'s][5. Crystal Blade][6. Exists][7. If You See] [8. Fuchennuts][9. lookn2][10. Lost Child] [11. Loon-a-Sea][12. Voices][13. Tears] Back toPOEM INDEX Back to MAIN PAGE Back toLYRIC INDEX My dreams are wide and spaced looking right past my face into the night... my soul cries for space........ Don't Drink The Wine She got angel eyes and a satan smile a Satin touch and sandpaper will You have to touch But you know you'll get burned Yeah you know you'll get burned she looks out at you and she promises pain Beautiful pain She looks into you and it drives you insane hot hot passion Boiling thru your veins don't sip the wine you'll never be the same Sweet honeysuckle With cactus bed drawing you in playing with your head hot hot passion Boiling thru your veins don't sip the wine you'll never be the same She looks so cool till you bring her to your lips with just one sip The Fires burning out of control a chilled wine glass Now a thick spiced Mead what was once fine soon you'll see..... hot hot passion Boiling thru your veins don't sip the wine you'll never be the same By: MJMansfield 11/25/99 [back to top]
Bludfire It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuuuuuuud On the fi-ire I need my rhythm I’m in love with your chains I’m the inquisitor I feed your pain I am your rebirth of Satan Your apostles too The Unholy Saviour Rescuer of man Damnation of mankind I crawl within you just below your mind It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuuuuuuud On the fi-ire Can you feed me The perfect beast I please your mother Sweet release talk to your sister he he heh hehh Capture your brother CAN YOU FEED ME???? I am your Saviour Do you worship me I am your family do you obey I am yuurrr pet do you bathe me I am your lover CAN YOU PLEASE ME???? It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuuuuuuud On the fi-ire It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud FEVER It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud LOYALTY It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud DEVOTION It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuud It all comes down to the bluuuuuuuud On the Fiii....(chokes off) On THE.... ON THE FIIIIREEEEEEE!!!!!! (fades)Blud blud blud on the fire, blud blud blud on the... By:MJMansfield [back to top]
CanUtell (Growled) can you tell that I hate you can you feel my guts turn can you tell that I hate you wanna watch you burn burn can you tell that I hate you can you feel my guts turn can you tell that I hate you wanna watch you burn burn somewhere between hate murder sin pure pleasure and heaven My gut's hung in perpetual churn can you tell that I hate you can you feel my guts turn can you tell that I hate you wanna watch you burn burn the healthier I get the more I want to watch you die somewhere between hate murder sin and pure pleasure and heaven gut's hung in perpetual churn the healthier I get the more I want to die can you tell that I hate you can you feel my guts turn can you tell that I hate you wanna watch you burn burn Flames Rising in my heart Black cresting waves Flames rising in my heart Wave..after....wave Flames rising from this ark Black judgement day Flames rising from the start Black oily wave can you tell that I hate you can you feel my guts turn can you tell that I hate you wanna watch you burn burn Wanna watch you drown In this sea of hate Wanna watch you drown going down down down can you tell that I hate you can you feel my guts turn can you tell that I hate you wanna watch you burn burn can you tell that I hate you can you feel my guts turn can you tell that I hate you wanna watch you burn burn wanna waatchh you..... wannnaaa watch you..... waanna watch you burn watch you burn watch you burn BURN!....BURN!....BURN! By:MJMansfield 1/10/99 [back to top]
Creative#'s Kill them all....just casualties.... Take the numbers divide them in your head.... Mothers Children the unborn.... All in the same dead... Creative Math... making numbers you can handle.... It doesn't seem that bad.... make it so you can see... and greet them with your smile... Making it something you can be... Cowardice your epitath... War upon your streets.... Cleansing your path..... No thoughts for the meek... just another block in the road... Just another week.... Nowhere left to go...... Straight ahead..... You've ruined all your other paths... Now you just talk to your dead... Smiling in the graves... Smiling in their face.... You are so brave.... Helping them out.... Rolling them over.... kicking in their face.... Smiling as you go about your way.... You just do what you have to... To live another day.... You have but one choice.... To follow this broken Path... And written upon your grave some day..... This lone epitath.... He was neither good nor nice.... He was none of that..... all he was, was Cowardice...... By: MJMansfield 11/9/97 [back to top]
Crystal Blade I watch the crystal blade slice thru my brain... and the stars begin to shine..... A sweet revenge a murderers binge.... a sentence for no crime...... A terror dream ... a strange strange scene.....Running thru my mind..... a million voices screaming for me.. not a single one is mine.......... twisting into the night dark and brilliant.... shining bright....... hands upon me.... there is no fight...I submit to the knife........ crystal dreams.......the psycho king....... here to claim his worlds...... The sunlights martyr....a child of night.... not a will of hate....but born to fight...... silent screams.. of joy, my pain........Loving all, insane..... Wrapped in the truth so absurd..... some would say a game....... wild and free......sliced to bits.. and every piece a new reality..... Truth is sickness...spreading thru my veins...... into the the darkness spreads......Bright and honest.... a terror of truth..... going where the path it lead..... spinning quietly....sword in deep... twisting.....slaying ........ saving me..... eyes closed the stars revealed.... the voices scream......they scream... silently.......they scream peace....... violently..peace...filling me......... every piece of me..... MJMansfield 2-1-98. [back to top]
Exists I don’t exist I DON’T EXIST I DON’T EXIST!!!! Myth and Fable... I don’t exist Swept.. Under The table I don’t exist Red Fury Fist I don’t exist Freak of Nature I don’t exist I don’t EXIST I DON’T EXIST!!!! Dirty glances Lost advances Hand over fist So immature I don’t exist I DON’T EXIST I DON’T EXIST!!!! Holy Unholy God... Damn Devil Heaven No Hell I don’t exist I DON’T EXIST I DON’T EXIST!!!! A plague of healers A wicked dealer Passing cards To the favorite players I don’t exist I DON’T EXIST I DON’T EXIST!!!! I don’t exist I DON’T EXIST I DON’T EXIST!!!! I DON’T EXIST!!!! I DON’T EXIST!!!! I DON’T EXIST!!!! I DON’T EXIST!!!! by mjmansfield [back to top]
If You See If you see me smile... It’s a thin disguise... If you hear me laugh... It’s a partial lie.... If I seem to joke... a bit too much.... It’s just a cover for my inabilities... If you see a deep thought.. it’s just the wrapper covering my shallow weary soul... If I smile and laugh ...I’m just trying not to die..... If you see me playing....I’m trying not to leave... If you see me crying......don’t offer up a sleave..... I can’t stand to be this weak ..... If I seem distraught please just laugh and let me bleed If you see my sparkling eyes know that it’s not tears.. but a thousand sweet memories..... Coming forth so clear......so if you see smile and play..... Know simply that at least..I’m still here today...... MJMansfield 6-29-99 [back to top]
FUCHENNUTS SO YOU THINK I'M CRAZY SO YOU THINK I'M CRAZY SO YOU THINK I'M CRAZY Well What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? Do ya think your special? What's wrong with you? Do ya think your special? What's wrong with you? LITTLE VOICES say take you down LITTLE VOICES, LITTLE VOICES, LITTLE VOICES GONNA TAKE YOU DOWN LITTLE VOICES SAY TAKE YOU DOWN LITTLE VOICES TAKE YOU DOWN, TAKE YOU DOWN LITTLE VOICES Say take you down You interfered with my life You gotta go down You interfered Your going down You messed with my life I'm gonna take you down LITTLE VOICES say take you down LITTLE VOICES, LITTLE VOICES, LITTLE VOICES GONNA TAKE YOU DOWN LITTLE VOICES SAY TAKE YOU DOWN LITTLE VOICES TAKE YOU DOWN, TAKE YOU DOWN LITTLE VOICES Say take you down By:MJMansfield [back to top]
lookn2 eye’s in the back of my soul look into my head saying to me boy you should be dead eye’s in my soul Rattle my frame My heart swearing that it’s not to blame eye’s in my soul that have never seen the rain but day after day They taste the pain They see the unsee-able They know the unknowable But they don’t know your name they’ve never felt your touch just the rough shock as you coarse thru me They know the after and have seen before they never will know the sweetness of right now eye’s in the back of my soul look into my head saying to me boy you should be dead eye’s in the back of my soul look into my head saying to me boy you should be dead look into my head ... look into my head ... look into my head ... and through the tears they see only the dead boy.... yeah... say boy........ eye’s in my soul Rattle my frame My heart swearing that it’s not to blame look into my head ... look into my head ... look into my head ... LOOK INTO MY HEAD look into my head ... look into my head ... look into my head ... LOOK INTO MY HEAD 12/6/98 MJMansfield [back to top]
Lost Child Trampled down...Run around..driven to the brink.... I'm just a boy ..trapped in this world....no reason to think... Tread on me.... Beat me down... I'm your battered clown... regal fool... upper class..dementia... riding high... on my own adventures... inside of me...boiling up.. a faucet dripping fire bloody eyes..and clinched fist...Love that won't be denied a low low growl..... a satans smile... I am your lost child... I am your lost child... huddled down..in the street... quietly waiting redemtion... redemption... quietly huddled..I'm on fire... I'm the connection... quietly screaming I'm on fire.. in my dementia... screaming love...and throwing glass... I am the lost child... I am your lost child...sobbing gently.. I am your lost child.... By: MJMansfield (FEWD) 12/19/97 [back to top]
Loon-a-Sea Have you ever felt as alive... As staring Death in the face... Knowing it is no threat... But a step that could be taken... Knowing it is no threat... All faith shaken... Knowing it is no threat... Ever feel so alive???? One step from oblivion... Ever feel so alive??? A cold revelation.... Knowing... Knowing... That you are here only to disappear... Knowing... Knowing... And there is no fear... by:MJMansfield..... for I am the unholiest of unholy....I am the Brightest of the Bright.... the future and it's demise.....a holy misconception (laughing softly)........ a blight my father demanded....a warrior commanded.... I seek and create...destroying all in my path.... a glorious crimson smoke billowing from my robes.... The Beauty that is death..pure and swift.... in it's horrible and grinding way...gnawing it's way slowly down the roadway....swiftly covering ground... it is the all and the nothing..it is this..it is that..it is me....it is I.....it is his...it is mine....it is to be yours... hurry up and sit still...so that we can organize your dispersion..... [back to top]
Voices Conversations going on I'm not involved But they're talking about me As if I'm not involved My minds working But I'm not involved *** I Hear voices All the time I hear voices in my head I hear voices All the time I hear them day and night The voices I scream louder so I'm alright I hear voices All the time *** All those damned voices II kinda wish they'd stop screamin' But I can't help it I love what they're singing *** I Hear voices All the time I hear voices in my head I hear voices All the time I hear them day and night The voices I scream louder so I'm alright I hear voices All the time *** Demons in my mind Working on my time Crawling breeding Spewing out their seedlings *** I Hear voices All the time I hear voices in my head I hear voices All the time I hear them day and night The voices I scream louder so I'm alright I hear voices All the time By: MJMansfield
(Summer of '86) [back to top]Tears 'tis not wine nor blood that stains my tunic but my own salty tears for not a word will ever tell what my mind thinks.... The only blood on his hands are from his own heart Blood that pumps thru his soul and streams own his face Born to be cold Yet he cares Born to be bold Yet he is mild I cry for you yet you don’t know why I cry for you You are but a poor child I cry with out words to tell why This blood on my face Is my soul loving you This blood on my face Is the last attempt to get to you This blood on my lips That I share with you Sweet venom of truth If I could only show you No words left Nothing but tears Nothing but Love hate and fears Nothing left for me to do Wrapped in my wings I cry for me and you These stains on my soul are not dirt But clean patches where your love has been And no more words to say No more words No more words to say I can no longer play There is only tears Love hate and fears There is only blood My love for you and me That strange deep flood There is only tears I cry for you I cry for me So many things That just cannot be A life with out words to share A quietness Sobs fill the air A life to give to share I cry for you I cry for me So many things that cannot be said Blood streams forth Clear and hot Drenching flames Clearing the pain and rot Clear and hot I cry for me I cry for you I cry for the we, we used to be Tears for past and present A strange future’s born No more words No more fears No more games Just Sweet Sweet tears No more there No more here A sweet reliance Thru the gaze Of sweet clear tears There is only we by mjmansfield 2-21-1999 [back to top]
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